I've been on oxycontin and percocet since my wreck a year and a half ago. They worked at first but now I don't feel them, just feel like ass shit if I miss a dose. Tired of feeling like a fish on a hook, fuck this shit all i need is weed, shit tons of weed. I'm starting a self made gradual cut back plan that will end in 5 weeks, just in time for 4-20, didn't plan it that way but it's appropriate. This shit is giving me buttloads of anxiety, and I know alot of you guys have gone down this same road.
I lost my best friend to pills 4 years ago. Lost a good friend and founder of my crew to heroin 2 years ago. And inbetween I lost 2 friends to suicide. I think I'm using these pills for more than just physical pain, that's why quitting is giving me so much anxiety. Don't know what to do with all this nervous energy so I'm writing about it. I swore to myself that I wouldn't get hooked on opiates after losing my best friend, but then I got whiskey drunk and wrecked my bike, broke my back and broke my skull in 3 places, so here i am hooked on the dragon. I just won a 5 year battle with a raging coke addiction, and now I gotta deal with this shit. Thank god for weed.
Feel free to move this to the junk pile, or call me a fag and rip on me, i dont mind, just gettin shit off my chest. I know alot of riders go thru this same hell, wreck your bike, either by no fault of your own or being fucktarded like me, almost die in the ICU, then spend a year laying on your back on your bed in front of your tv on the livingroom floor of your apartment, then you wake up and realize ur a dirty hippy junkie and it's time to snap out of it, cuz there's too many moto adventures waiting to happen and you cant just lay around being pilled out forever.
I lost my best friend to pills 4 years ago. Lost a good friend and founder of my crew to heroin 2 years ago. And inbetween I lost 2 friends to suicide. I think I'm using these pills for more than just physical pain, that's why quitting is giving me so much anxiety. Don't know what to do with all this nervous energy so I'm writing about it. I swore to myself that I wouldn't get hooked on opiates after losing my best friend, but then I got whiskey drunk and wrecked my bike, broke my back and broke my skull in 3 places, so here i am hooked on the dragon. I just won a 5 year battle with a raging coke addiction, and now I gotta deal with this shit. Thank god for weed.
Feel free to move this to the junk pile, or call me a fag and rip on me, i dont mind, just gettin shit off my chest. I know alot of riders go thru this same hell, wreck your bike, either by no fault of your own or being fucktarded like me, almost die in the ICU, then spend a year laying on your back on your bed in front of your tv on the livingroom floor of your apartment, then you wake up and realize ur a dirty hippy junkie and it's time to snap out of it, cuz there's too many moto adventures waiting to happen and you cant just lay around being pilled out forever.
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